Afiqah Hani Baharom : June 2011

upset.

June 26, 2011

my stomach upsets me.. TT___TT cruel. how can I live without my STRONG STOMACH? its really rare my stomach having problems. if i eat expired food, my stomach can digest it well. but today? i ate only half of my meal and my stomach is like on fire. i feel something burning in my stomach.. and i started to upset with everything now~~ :(

and suddenly, I found SOMEONE's page. its killing me.. please kill me now!!! argh... i have huge CRUSH for him and now, I found HIS GF's page and it is really killing me. but i'm alive...!!! argghh.. *lari2 pergi kat pink panther*

u know. i dont know how much I'm sucks in GETTING OVER SOMEONE. roughly its been more than 4 years and i'm still like yearning for him. OVER lah I nih...and yeah, I'm good in STALKING but for god sake, dont you ever stalk ur crush, ex etc. STALK IS GOOD BUT THE RESULT WILL NOT ALWAYS GOOD. trust me with all your heart pleasee..

my crush's GF which also my junior.. and yeah, i found her blog. practically, I'm quite happy because me want to know what the thing that makes our lecturer pissed off. i tried to be like HOLMES but yeah I've got a big FAILED....

respect the failed.

i think I shouldn't click her blog. just FUCK. I wanna know bout something else but I ended up with something else that I'm totally hate! come on!!! I should've get over him like 1000 years before. I look pathetic. now, blogging, facebooking just make me stress. You know, everytime I put my ALL determination to forget him and it will only bring me to the same place. Its like you make a U-TURN in your life and then you actually found out that you just made a ROUNDABOUT. either he comes back to ur life or you hit him in the middle of the road or somewhere. This is really disappointing! I thought its just a feeling of a heroin in the movie who cant forget the romeo. and yeah, a hypocrite like me, will never except the truth.

what's wrong with me???

June 25, 2011

okay2.. dah ade cerita.... latest news.. okay, all of you know I'm too obsessed to KURUS. haah.. but bukan lah tahap mcm TAYLOR SWIFT to... smpai dada dy nampak tulang selangka.. euwwwww....

aq mmg suke condemn taylor swift

then, then, then..... aq nk badan mcm nih.. i mean nk kecikkan paha skit, lengan dgn nk build perut skit.... so that pkai jean lawa... and my jean size target is 28. but but but.. aq nk simpan pp aq nih..cume nak elak double chin jek.. ahaha.. mcm dak uee nih haaa.... I HEART YOUR BODY BEIBEI..because she doesnt skinny as other korean artist....

dammit!!!

alhamdullilahhh.. aq wat sit up for at leat 50 times.... and DANCE.... and skipping for 200 times.. it works.. now, jeans size dri size ___ ke size__. *fill in the blanks* but seriously it works. I tell you, if u dance for about 10 minutes.. its reallly tiring! ahahha.. and now, I mastered APINK-I DONT KNOW dance. its super duper fast and cool. and I started to dance RUN DEVIL RUN by SNSD. because the dance is good for my whole body.. bler mnari tuh lemak2 sume gegar.. aww~~ aq terasa sgt sihat and tadelah mcm lembap jek badan nih. silap2.. aq blh bukak klas trian in future. WOW... ahhaha... but still, seriously mmg susah nk kurus.. but you pay for it lahh,,, sape suruh mkn ayam bnyk sgt! hahhaha.. mak aq suruh minum ubat kurus dy .. but i dont want lah... sbb bila fikir, aq nih tak kahwin lagi, so its easy to maintain berat badan sbnrnye.. the effect who knows kan... side effect tak dtg skrg, mybe 20 year,30 years in future...time tuh, dah kurus pon tak gune kalau sakit. and yes, I didnt have specific diet just decrease the amount of carbohydrate. sng jek, minum air bnyk2, korg tak rase lapa.. dats the trick. aq plak, kalau lapa jek, aq menari.. takpon solution pling senang, tdo smpai pagi. hahaha... saba jeklah... but by the way,, I LOVE MY BODY NOW> its so precious...lantaklaaaah org pkir ape...

dari jauh pon besar -.-''

sorry

June 24, 2011

NO IDEA

TILL THEN.. see ya leytahhh

ini kisah cinta #1

June 21, 2011

I fall in love.....
Last Sanday I have a date with Meia . She VISITED me. *okay now I sound like her grandparents XD.. ahhaha... we went to PIZZA HUT in PONTIAN.

MEIA : Clo, aq rase nk makan McD lak..

CLO : aish~~ aq pon.. family aq tak makan McD tuh yg susah tuh

MEIA : family aq ponn..

CLO : tapi kat sini tade McD lah..

out of nowhere, we went to PIZZA HUT... I've never sooo excited in PIZZA HUT. but that day I'm overexcited. we ordered REGULAR SIZE of THAI SEAFOOD PIZZA, BAKED CHAR GARLIC RICE, ICED LEMON TEA for meia and for me.... SUNNY FUZZY! i dont have the picture but u can click here.

It tastes sour but its not strong-heavy sour. just nice and its refreshing. it got red jelly in it and has 3 layers.. I guarantee u can fall in love like me. especially in hot weather :)

I'm waiting for july- I want my pay! I want to buy this shirt for SHINEE SHOWCASE nnt :( I want my pay!!

kawan-kawan : PERHATIAN !!!

June 15, 2011

okay, utk permulaan saye nak mintak maaf kalau ade yg terasa.

di hari yang indah, hari SELASA. aq terserempak dgn kawan lame. happy2.. bukan sng org nk knal aq dah kat bumi pekan nanas nih. tak tau lah dah tak kenal ker, buat2 tak kenal..lantaaak lah.. aq hari2 makan nasi jugak.. dah lah.. sadis2... *lap hingus kat bahu mak*

okay, kalau dah lame tak jumpe, mstilah bual2.. kau ape khabar, aq ape khabar, pakwe dah brape bnyk, kak bedah goreng pisang tuh ade skendel dgn sape.. banyak lah... pastuh2.. kawan yg baik hati ni tnya..

'eh, kau ade belog kn? aq dah bace..'

'ouh, terime kasih..'

'kau ade brpe followers?'

'erm, tak bnyk lah.. skit jek...'

'ouh yeker? aq ade 1000 lebih follower. kau kne usaha lebih skit. baru bnyk followers. nih tak aq tgk blog kau putih jek..cakap org putih jek.takpun crite pasal korea.ahahha... lawak lah kau nih..'

'ahaha.. ouh... dah2, kau takyah lah bace blog aq tuh.'

'eh, kau mrajuk ker?'

'tak lah.. aq lg merajuk kalau kau curik coklet aq..'

okeyh.. hingus kuar lagi. *lap hingus kat bahu mak lagi sebelah* pastuh dy blanje aq goreng pisang. oopss.. itu bukan rasuah.. ahha.. wahh, aq rase pipi aq mcm dah kne pam tggu mase nk meletup jek. ok fine, wat mase nih aq ade 60 followers, and so what kalau followers aq tuh sume kawan2 aq, bpk aq, mak aq, adik aq..yelah, kau org2 dari sarawak, kay ell, terengganu.. senang cerita all over malaysia.. aww~~ kalau kau post something kat belog tuh 30 saat jek dah de yang komen. pastuh, ade 80-100 komen utk satu post jek. aq pny belog nih kumpul2 blh kire sblh tgn pny jari jek. kau pny blog tuh teknologi tinggi.. cursor gerak2 muke kau, ade bunga terbang2 kat blog kau. tekan2 kluar bende terbang2.. bukak2 jek blog ade besau2 gambar kau. alah, aq tau tuh photobucket, tak pon photoscape.. what?? clear skin punye aplication. aq tau tuh ;)

seriously, i'm not mad cme geram jek.kalau nk marah pasal blog jek, mmg bodoh lah aq. ini bukan pasal blog ni pasal tahi. kau mane boleh berak sepah2 weh.. mesti kat toilet. tade tmpt lain pon nk memBUANG selain kat toilet. ni tak kau tepek bersepah2. same jelah konsep dgn ckp tak pikir nih.. aq kuciwaaaa.... umu dah nk masuk 20 kau masih tak blh nk consider prasaan org. aq tak kisah kalau kau tuh mmg rapat dgn aq, tapi kite tak :3 kat sekolah dulu pon, aq ckp dgn kau mase kelas addmath-sbb aq mintak tolong ajar. pastuh, pernah ker aq gi kantin dgn kau? tak penah kan? mksudnye tak rapat.aih~~

common sense. kene lah ade cik ahkak!! *tak tau common sense tuh ape google lah* btw, aq wat blog bukan nk cari publisiti...bukan nk bangge2.. nk isik mase lapang jek.. zaman IT nih takkan aq nk jadikan hobi aq melukis, menjahit.. tambah lah skit menulis belog.baru moden. pasal isik blog nih pulak, aq pnye sukelah nk tulis ape.. kaw pikir aq nk tulis mcm kau. cinta.. LOVE, cinta LOVE. nk dekat satu dunia tulis mende yg same. #$%^&* and aq pon tade sebab nk tulis psl cinta sbb cinta tuh ape pon aq tak tau. dah2. kau tlong mak kat dapur lagi bagus. aq tak blh tlg mak kat dapur, sbb aq keje.. :D aq nk tulis bahasa ape pon ape kaw kisah. aq tulis bahasa omputih sbb aq nih setahun blaja kat uitm tuh kos TESL-teaching ENGLISH as a second language. aq amik muet 2 kali kau tau tak.. kalau kau cmpur band2 yg aq dpt, aq dah dpt band7. wat pe aq membazir ape yg aq ade. aq tgh blaja bahasa korea, nnt aq buatkn name kau dlm bahasa horea. nak?? hehhe..oh yeah.... selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin :)

chuta!

June 14, 2011

first of all, ALHAMDULLILLAH...

yesterday was a....... full of surprise (?)

at last, I got what I should've got for past MUET test. LOL.

ahahha.. nak tau result tuh mmg sumpah payah...aq tau pasal MUET result ni setelah beberapa hari aq tak online, tibe2 kecoh kat wall TESLIAN page dgn goodluck wishes for the REPEATER -.-'' I was so miserable okay. in shock...and then, tepat pukul 12.00 a.m , aq pun msg lah MUET RESULT <> 920324-01-xxxx and dengan pasrah nye send kat 15888. okay 2 kali aq hantar. sedar2 kul 2 dy balas..

''maaf kredit anda tidak mencukupi''

takpe2... sabar jek.. aq decide nk tunggu pukul 9, nk bukak site mpm.. dah pukul 9, aq tak bukak pon site tuh, aq tau msti bz, ceh... kunun2,, aq pon bukaklah dlm pukul 11.. and yeah... msti lah tade lg!!!! hahha... and worst thing ever.. tade pon kdai topup bukak.. aq tak paham betul knp kredit slalu tade kat saat2 yg genting(?) mcm tuh..disebabkan sbnrnye aq nk rahsiakan dari parents aq, aq tak bgtau pon dorg. tp dlm pukul 11,aq dah tak leyh tahan, disebabkan mereka ade credit, dgn cowardly, aq pon bgtau mak aq.. and then mak aq dgn excitednye taip msg dan hantar ke 15888.. SREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pukul 11.30 barulah kdai topup bukak...dgn gelojohnye jumpe abang kedai topup tuh... okay2.. dah topup2, selawat skit hantar balik msg tuh.. kalau dy balas lg kredit aq tak cukup, mmg nk kne mkn mpm nih.

aq mmg tak jangka pon yg mpm nk balas msg tuh trus. tapi mase tuh lah bnnyk msg masuk.. terutamanya dri MAXIS.. demmit!! aq berdebar lah giler... okay2... aq pon bz kan diri dgn kerja2 berfaedah, photostat lah ape2 yg patut.. tgh2 photostat, aq rase nk buang air, cek hp japlah.. tgk2 ade msg masuk.. jeng jeng jeng.. dari 15888... okay.. ape2 hal, aq buang air dulu. dah basuh tgn bersih2 touch lah hp touch skrin aq tuh, bukak inbox.. alhamdullilah.... keluarlah nombor yg aq nk tuh. jyeahhhhh..... alhamdullilah lg skali.. so best tak cerita aq??

thanks XD

p/s : saye baru tau BRB tuh be right back. naah

deep

June 12, 2011

last night, i have a DEEP-LONG-SERIOUS-yet MEANINGFUL conversation with my old friend. frankly, its hard to get those conversations nowadays. but thanks to HER, her words really makes me feel better. Girls talk. Yes-BOYS,LOVE,WEIGHT, ACNE etc. out of sudden, she asked me something that i've never been thinking of.

''do you know what advantages of one-sided crush?''

''..................''

''save your money, since couples love to exchange gifts,surely need lots of money. there's no restriction, its all about freedom.no need to consider bout your partner, so you will save your effort. you don't need high expectations,just watching him is enough. when you want to stop, you can stop anytime. since you are the one who will sad,so, its okay...''

another question

'' what do you think about crush?''

''........................''

''for me its about keep worry about him. you afraid of he'll burden of you feelings. so, you'll end up with learning how to endure it''

......................as usual, i didnt answer the question. WHY? I have my own reasons. anyway, thank for the answers. and FYI i'm still thinking about it.

i didnt know you've grown up a lot. thanks for the words. friend. if u have problem i really wanna help u. if u need a shoulder to comfort you, i'll be there for u. sorry for last night. i'm too immersed in what you said. cause it was really deep.you are gorgeous and i proud of you. till we meet again.

cakapcakap

June 09, 2011

somehow, i'm agree to it.

my retweet is soo me.

''I NEVER START A CONVERSATION WITH ANOTHER GUY ON YM , fb chat, Skype etc etc.im too ego. HAHAHA''

that was from my schoolmate. and cik raisya we're in the same boat.

and inilah antara sebab2 aq di cap sebagai org yg sombong. kalau dy mention psl GUY tp aq mention untuk sume lapisan masyarakat. adik, kakak, abang, mak ayah, sepupu, pkcik, makcik, nenek atuk.. sume2 lah. so, inginlah aq tegaskan disini bahawa itu bukanlah sifat sombong, tetapi yeah mungkin ego and natural side of me (?) ..hahah.. disebabkan sekarang nih aq pon tgh travel pusing satu semenanjung, bersama family so, official radio dah bertukar jdi radio HOT FM or radio melayu. so slalu lah dengar dgn iklan satu movie malyu 321 cinta kot kalau tak silap yg bnyk kali terkeluar prkataan perigi cari timba. konsep perigi cari timba nih susah nk tafsirkan sbb depends kat org tuh. Aq mmg dri dulu takuuutttt sgt dgn amalan perigi cari timba. Yes. aq nih tak hot, so mostly aq yg ade crush kat org bukan org yg crush kat aq, so, dgn berpegang kpd MOTTO HIDUP say NO to perigi mencari timba kebanyakanya- aq yg frust sendiri. tertonggeng sorg2 -.-''

aq ade sorg kawan dy ckp aq nih nama jek perempuan tp EGO teramat lah tinggi mengalahkan lelaki. ahah. yes, aq ngaku sume tuh. satu sifat aq, aq takkan cakap aq rindu kat org tuh, aq susah nk ckp terima kasih, aq susah nk admit yg sesorang tuh baik dgn aq. sory tuh bukan aq. hadoi..mcm mne nk ckp ek. susah lah. susah. tp kalau aq dah selesa dgn org tuh, kentut kat dpn dorg pon boleyh. mcm post aq sebelum nih, aq ckp aq rindu kawan2 aq sbb aq mmg rindu dgn dorg plus, dorg antara org yg aq selesa.

selalu aq bengang sorg2 sbb kat fb tade sape nk wall to wall dgn aq, komen pnjg2 dgn aq, desprately suruh aq on chat fb sbb aq slalu appear offline...hahha..buruk giler an perangai tapi tulah yg aq rase. tp at the end of the day nnt aq sedar, yg aq tade lah bnyk pon communicate dgn org. sbbnye aq nk org tuh dulu tegur aq. bukan ape. aq takut, org tuh sibuk ker, mls ker nk layan aq. so, in other words, i'm afraid of rejection. walau sesame kawan2 kadang2 biler dy tak bls komen kiter or SMS terasa gaklah kene reject. especially ape yg aq rase skrg. adelah 'KAWAN' yg tak balas msg aq, tapi aq dgr rancak jek msg dgn kawan aq lg sorg. aq bengang ok? *kawan dari kecik2,biler dah besar cam nih lahh

nk ckp aq nih tade life. mmg lah, nak keep in touch dgn kawan2pon mls.. sengal. tapi tahlah. aq nk sgt2 ade yg sanggup nk kawan betul2 dgn aq nih.i mean, takyah ar nk msg2 slalu or keep in touch slalu but still relationship tuh ade progress.aq adelah rase dgn beberapa org, aq tak nk mention sape. maaf, post in sebenarnya campur2 dgn aq nk BOM beberapa kawan aq yg aq rse dorg dah tepek stoking busuk kat muka aq. akhir kata, aq pon boleyh simpan stoking busuk la.. demm! chau!

ini post untuk FISH

June 06, 2011

harap maaf kepada cik pendek pendek-neena :)

saya menggunakan pakwe awak sbg subjek post saye kali ini..

saye cume rindukan class rep saye. HAHA

gambar kite bertiga :)

first of all, aq tak paham knp kau blh terpilih jadi class rep aq. in exact word, aq TAK SUKE. and aq tau kau tau yg aq tak suke. berdasarkan muke aq kn? hahaha... jelas dan nyata. bertambah teruk lagi biler kau kawan dgn si AWANG and AMIR yang aq rase mereka tuh, lain macam.. in other words. korg satu line mmg aq blacklist. aq pggil line korg duduk tuh line BLACKOUT sbb tade CAHAYA kasih syg.. haha..

dizaman pemerintahan kau.. aq gembira sbb satu sen pon duit photostat pun kau tak pernah tuntut. ahha.. bagus lah.. mmg aq suke. since aq nk mkn pon pikir2 ade brape bnyk duit. :(

and bertambah2 teruk lagi biler KITA di assigned oleh mr naza utk DRAMA. for god sake. aq tatau ape nk react. KAU-AMIR-AWANG (dak2 blackout) nih blh plak satu group dgn aq. haih~~ nasib aq blh bernafas sbb ade cik meia, uad oppa, dan cik belle, iem dan yang lain2.. huh~~ and dalam proses tuh.. kau berjaya tukar persepsi aq kat kau.. TAHNIAH!!! berdrama dgn kau walau aq tade satu scene pon dgn kau, aq mmg bersyukur. since kiter pon tau pasal group lain yg tak sebahagia mcm dan tak SEIMBA group kiter :) aq igt lagi kiter jerit2 mcm org giler lps drama. and mr naza, prsonally congratulate kat kiter.. best best best!

credit gak kepada jiji, miyo, nana,kak aini, tikah nasir, tikah rahman amd faw <3

photoshoot bebas sewaktu birthday birthday ain... one of moment aq suke. ahhah.. main colet2 krim kat muke.. sesungguhnya aktiviti tuh bukanlah aktiviti yg baik kerana pembziran berlaku. dah sume bau krim pegi minum2 kat jebnat. okay bila pkir2 balik itu sume selekeh. lps tuh, ade plak misi menyelamat kucing kat TIMAH. eii,, lawak2..


time ni bersih lagi

and lagi satu, baju fav aq... kau pon tau

walau ni baju perempuan

okay bnyk lah moment2 imba.. kalau cerita mau tak abis.. then then... igt tak trip kiter yg nk pergi pantai berubvah menjadi lawatan smbil belajar ke ZOO? aq tak paham -.-'' melihat pelbagai kerenah2 haiwan2 di sana.. termasuk yg censored2 mmg best ! and after that kiter mkan besar kat taman rumah AMIR, well, aq mkn satu meja dgn kau, NEENA, dan couple forever aq AWANG. after that kiter ade contest sape minum air pling cpt..and no doubt mesti lah aq dgn awang menang !! peace ^^

malam dinner pon best. aq rase klas kiter gmpak.. aq, pokwe freddy nyayi lahu MORE THAN WORDS. and then satu kls naik stage nynyi lagu THE SCRIPT- THE MAN WHO CANT BE MOVED. and yeah.. hate to admit., I MISS U !! seriously, aq tatau kau kat mne skrg.. hahha.. asal kau masih bernafas.. ahahha..harap2 kau dpt dtglah kalau kiter nk jumpe balik before degree nih. ehheh.. I MISS GENG JEBAT yg imba.. ahahha... okay2.. I MISS 2A gak!