hai.. dun know what to do. i'm completely bored + unhappy. with what? not sure though. its soo obvious that I'm not getting my pay tomorrow. boss said he will give on 2nd. MEANINGLESS. i want the money tomorrow so that I can treat my family SECRET RECIPE before puasa.aih~~ i need rm40 for something and the due is on 4th. I'm going crazy. haha.. suddenly i dun need a reason to work superhard tomorrow. and i'll not tolerate to work on SUNDAY. NEVER. tomorrow got kenduri arwah and sah2lah i cant go. because of WORK. big EFF there~. arghh..

out of sudden i'm dissapointed with my life now. YES. I'm not happy. something is missing. to face the fact that I have to get up at 6am *frankly 15 minutes before 7*,working at 7am, and back home at 6.30pm and busy busy busy util isya' and sleep at 9.30.EVERYDAY. do you see any other word like-cycling or jog or dating etc? mmg takde pe pon yang best. luckily sis at my workplace layan korea.at least we can still laugh by watching RUNNINGMAN. no point at all.

i'm not saying that i'm not grateful with my life now. you know having a job, understanding parents, superb boss and workmate.everything SUPERB.as I mentioned before SOMETHING IS MISSING. arghhh~~!!emo. this is only because THAT symptom  into me now. kill me now. or make me unconscious for a while. i just wanna have time for myself. that's all. that's all that I need. not mentioning about my LOVE LIFE. u will found nothing. and I have nothing to say for that. I just think  BOYS are too cruel. *okay. sorry. please understand me i'm not okay at this moment* I thought I dumped him but I realized he dumped me for a very loong time ago.no need or shed a tear because I SAID I DUMPED HIM. for the very first time in 4 years at this moment I'm certain that I'M SINGLE and AVAILABLE.

nuf said.

T.T

teaser OUT!!

okay. stalking. haha.. i read HER BLOG- no need to mention who because i've mentioned her soo many times. 

so kesimpulan nye disini : YOU'RE THE BEST, AFIQAH.

haha.. i'm not proud of my self. berhidung tinggi di sana sini. but sometimes u'll be more appreciate ur existence in this whole big world. and today's scope more on the relationship between the human. i'll never touch on relationship with god because i'm not the one who judge it. no no no. 

since i've lost him. i feel bad. you know like you're sucks! you're good for nothing but.. thanks to HER post today,i fell like.. cmon.. you're JJANG!!! yes, in term of body, or face i might lose but in term of relationship i think i much better than her. bwahahahahah.. bergaduh sane sini and you brave enough for being cocky in the blog such a LOSER lah. 

dah lah. smile for today. anyway thanks to HER. for HIM- i've wasted my time for you. BYE2 FOREVER!!

1. the lyrics kenalah full of JIWA and logic. tak paham? I mean something yang tragis. Tapi lagu CINTA 3 SEGI tu melampau sgt.. -.-'' lyrics mestila berunsurkan kekecewaan, kne dump, curang ker, lonely,unrealistic hope ker. wahaha... BORINGGG...dan sesungguhnye lyrics2 dy MR BRUNO MARS unacceptable.but his songs NOT BAD.

2. if possible piano-based song or guitar. 

3. chorus part yang sangat MENUSUK JIWA. when the chorus part play, u definitely cry in 5 seconds. if not. YOU HEARTLESS DUDE. HEARTLESS

4. got something to ponder. yeap. memories for the song really helps.

5. husky voice. sweet voice.

okay. the story began when my friends were talking about UPU result. fuck. I'm not happy with the news. because its my future and ............i dun know. you know, when I think about my future @ life @ after life,, no excitement will appear. I cant predict my future since I always love this quote...