ALHAMDULLILAH.. all is well
but i do look weird.
life is full of surprises.
so my life.from the past few days, i've been facing with surprises that will change me forever. mark my word. FOREVER.
and everything starts on this SUNDAY. oh my god. to be honest, i'm so freaking out for this SUNDAY-4PM. Its just I'm worried to let go something that had been with me for 20 years and looking forward for something that will not gonna let me down.
That's why suddenly I'm not confirm about hanging out in Melaka. I hope it'll be okay if I cant make it, and my friends will understand me. I hope it'll be fine if I go there and not being judged. Because i'll be different from someone that you've ever known.
Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala perjalananku untuk hari itu dan seterusnye.
I have traveled many places even during my schooldays. i mean inside Johor. From pekan nanas, i moved to one school at muar. its quite far more than 90km. well, even though you cant tell any differences between school in pekan nanas and muar, but for me, you cant measure the differences because it was more than the earth and the sun's distance.
oke. let me start from my kindergarten.. i'm not remember anything.. unless syukri. oh he's my bf during my kindergarten days. the only memory still lingering in my mind is, after class, we went to play swings, and he shared his vitagen with me. we shared the same straw. kyaaa~~ so indirect kiss happened *blush* during kindergarten days, only emad still in contact with me, but that's all
next, primary school. oke. primary school nothing happened. me with my cliques jek, like bella, zul, paan, hakim and farid. yet, when evrybody at pekan nanas and wanna hangout, then we will contact to each other. paan-he had many problemsss with me. whatever.
for my secondary school--there were bella, tiara, nabilah hussin, uje, tikah ramli, halim? paan, farid. well, its quite few but still, they have their own life. I knew what happened to them but,,, we're you know only sometimes.
my high school. oke, tbh, they kind a weird. no I'M WEIRD. well, i'm not going to explain on them.
UITM TESL friends are awesome... they're superb the best!!! I LOVE THEM.
UTM friends.. idk but certain ppl - anith, maira, ika. ahaha.. and i'm still awkward arund my classmates fyi. but its okay, i have another 7 sems with them.
the reasons? IDK. i'm not cool enough . HAHA
I see you cant leave ur house. Can I buy us a walkie talkie? so that we can keep talking to each other all the time. I'm sick and you're too attached. I'm still not prepared to slip out ur fingers when I am not really have a grip on you.
P/s : I wait you on my window. Find me there.
if blog dies
at least my blog will die in dignity
it's so beautiful \(^.^)/
The horrible girl remembering her last time she's crying. It was a dark night. Meeting that nice boy was ripping her heart. As they looked into each other's eyes, the horrible girl remembered of their first meeting. Their hearts were fluttering and both of them barely breathing as they were trembling. But that night, it was different.. That nice boy that previously did not has a guard to call the horrible girl, at last open his mouth. Reaching out his hands ended up with falling.The stone-hearted horrible girl cant stand her view. She quickly grabbed his man's hands. Their eyes met.
Tears rolling out. That nice man, can't stand anymore and realize how he was in the same state. The burden between the was reaching the climax . After a long fight, they still lose. They didn't blame anyone. It was just a sign from God that they were not meant for each other. The white flag was flown.
The world remains silent. Life goes on.
