Taylor Swift is getting more beautiful and gorgeous. I love her dress that night <3
I like her performances' dress more than the red carpet's dress..but I couldn't find the whole picture of it. Why you so beautiful?
Haih I woke up in the middle of night. It has been only 2 hours since I'm sleeping and I just cant sleep anymore. This is sick. I mean I've been very active in the day so that I can sleep soundly at night but I just cant. Maybe there are many things on mind mind right now and it's just so hard to not thinking of it while sleeeping. But I'm swear I didnt think of it at all while I'm sleeping. ERGHH.
You know, I've came across to one of my seniors in my faculty talking about how he saw himself after the graduation. I mean among of all my edu seniors he's the only one that I could see the determination to further his studies overseas as a postgraduate student. Seeing him with that spirit he's just inspired me to do the same. To be honest, I dont really thinking of furthering my studies as soon as I'm graduating but then I thought it's now or never. But yeah, I just dont know. Some say you must have some experiences in teaching 1st because it'll make the process easier to complete the research but nowadays most universities offer master by courses. I know right it's confusing. Yet, I still found that furthering my master first is the best options ever. I've found some universities overseas particularly in UK and NZ because I've been dreaming to study there since I was in school, they offer scholarships for non-europeon to study there. And yes-here's another options which I will try to ask MARA if they wanted to give me loans or even better scholarship to further my studies because I've heard it it's easier to get MARA in post graduate level. Yet, we dont know.
I only third year student. I mean I have like 3 more semester ahead but what happens after I grad are more interesting than what'll happen in just couple of days for the next semester. I have no lust at all to think of my life as a degree student now. It's just so tourchering and heartbreaking. I wouldnt blame anyone on that but hell yeah I rather not eating than going to college for the next 3 semesters. Maybe I'll keep my life even more busier in my final year. Gahhhh I dont know. It's just so hard to think about things that we' re clueless. I just pray that Allah SWT eases my journey towards things I wanted in life. I just wanted to do it like silently and when I realised what I've planned just working out. See? It's jut very difficult to live nowadays.
And God please I wanna get married quickly.Aaaaaaaaa~~~
This is very irrelevant picture I just want to put it anyway haha
My friends were asking me why am I'm being so heartless to them? Dont get me wrong. It's just I was the person who always kepoh kepoh about what they've been through. Suddenly, they just feel that they lost me. I'm not talking much, I sleep a lot, when they are all talking about something we against on, they just dont know what I've been thinking of coz I'm not talking- A WORD.
It happened, when Maisarah and Adda asking me what's the wrong. I said, I dont know. Exactly a year ago till now, it's something.I feel so empty. Yes, I just knew what empty feels. I dont know the way I bring myself is just so different the way I was. They said that I just dont give a damn thing on anything.
Blind my eyes, make ears dont listen, keep the mouth shut- at least I did it. To not give a damn. Haih *i know someone will against me on this, but whatever. Do whatever you heart likes. it's yours not mine, i just dont care*
oh I LOVE HOLIDAYS
and JOHN GREEN
he's turned me on.
It's just so impossible
There's a saying :
Most problems in life are because of two reasons.
We act without thinking,
We keep thinking without acting.
Tried both. Nothing's solved. Problems unsolved. So? Ridiculous.
I love to hear my old playlist of the old songs
Which reminds me the 'Ol days
I can smell the past, the feeling of being surrounded by the people of the past
And get to feel the emotions of the past.
Then, I'll feel secure
Just like that.
Yes, Im still not moving on with the past. Cause the past is the best.
Miss not moving on. Will never be.
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| At the Kanopi |
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| At Kaung. Another spot to take phote of Mt Kinabalu's peak |
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| At the bay |
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| The seafood! Yummy! |
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| Floating at Pulau Sapi and Pulau Manukan |
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| HDR : Pulau Manukan |
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| Hikhik at Kundasang |
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| Remnants of World War II that found at Pulau Manukan |
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| GOP UTM : FKE, FP lol |
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| jejumped! |
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| Snorkeling ^^ |
Salam. At last I updated my blog. It's just I don't have things to write and things were just so messing up but Alhamdulillah I'm still alive. So,the past 5 days was really fun. I went to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah with bunch of interesting new people I met- Iskandar ❤, Shafiq Rahim, Helmi, Didie, Shikin and Kak Syahira. My trip to Sabah was really unplanned. Because I supposed to join a program with my fellow classmates to Australia but it happened to be postponed to January. Therefore, without thinking much, I accepted an open invitation from Iskandar to join his classmates and him to go to Sabah.
To be honest I've never been to Sabah and Sarawak. So, when I got the offer from Iskandar, I thought- why not? We went there on 6th and got back to semenanjung on 9th. It was so short but it was really good for a short escape.
Day 1- Reached KK. Checked in at Api-Api Homestay and walking around KK city. Ate seafood there. We were so fascinated with the size of the seafood there. So big, pricey but delicious. I guess good taste comes from good price, lol. Thankfully, we shared the food and it only costs about RM 10. That sums up the first night in KK.
Day 2- The journey began. We decided to go to Gunung Kinabalu. it took almost two hours. On our way to Gunung Kinabalu, we stopped at Rumah Terbalik- we didnt entered the place pun. Then, we continued the our journey. Along our way to go to the picture spot at Pekan Nabalu, we can see the Gunung Kinabalu and Subhanallah it is so beautiful! We just cant stopped taking pictures from inside the car since the view was so beautiful. Our tourist guide was so sporting, he stopped at place called Kaung to take photo- since at that spot we can see Gunung Kinabalu. After some picture was taken- we went straight to Pekan Nabalu. We were in rush since usually after 9AM the fog will hide the peak of Gunung Kinabalu. Fortunately, we still can see the view even though at time it was almost 11 AM.Then, we went to Poring Air Panas, Kanopi, Desa Dairy Farm, Kundasang and at kaki gunung of Gunung Kinabalu. Later at that night- we ate seafood again. hoho
Day 3- Day 3 was the best part of all- Island Hopping.To be honest, this is my first island Hopping because my family doesnt really like sea or beach so we rarely choose to go there. But when you visit Sabah- it's a must to go to the islands there. Hello? The islands there were certified by UNESCO and you're Malaysian and dont care to visit it. Shame on you. hehe bajet habih. The highlight activity was snorkelling. OMG. That was my first time sinking on the water and got the chance to swim at the same place with the fish. Hoho, I'm so proud of myself since I cant swim.Well, I dont even dare to learn how to swim, fyi. we went to two islands- Pulau Manukan and Pulau Sapi. Pulau Manukan was so-so. I mean there were a lot of rubbish floating on the water and it happened to have a lot of rocks and it hurts your feet. Haih. In contrast, Pulau Sapi is a lot more clean and beautiful than Pulau Manukan. It's only RM25 to go there. So cheap for me.
Day 4- Before we got back to semenanjung, we went to Pasar Filipino and bought some souvineer for family and friends.
It only costs me around RM 400 there included food, homestay, boat, transportation and the souvineer excluded the flight ticket. Yeah, for the time being I cant afford travelling overseas-but In shaa Allah if there's rezeki, I will one day. A great moment for me and Iskandar too because before the trip we were not seeing each other so much because he's busy with his PSM. But it wort it for the quality time. Thanks for his effort :) Well, I planned with some of my friends to be in Krabi after our teaching practical. Dont want to get too excited but we can plan slowly. In shaa Allah. That one fine day! Toodles!
** I cant upload the pictures since the internet was so sloww. I'll upload the pictures next time. XOXO
...and I got that chocolate. The best chocolate ever. Thanks darling.
You're growing and becoming a lot like me.
seriously?
Define yourself.
Be YOU.
Cause not everybody wants to be YOU.
especially ME.
you sponge-gy
