when I'm not good

I consume not good food.

I am what I eat.

blergh

" A woman who utters such depressing and disgusting sounds has no right to be anywhere- no right to live. Remember that you're a human being with a soul and the divine gift of articulate speech; that your native language of Shakespeare and Milton and the Bible; and don't sit there crooning like a bilious pigeon " - George Bernard Shaw, Pygmalion, 1912

there's a fine line between a single girl and a not-single girl.

Hurm..

Let's see.

I worry about everything. 

Bak kata pepatah melayu, "Yang dikejar tak dapat ,yang dikendong tercicir". 

At first I think I could handle this but day by day, I cant. 

Ya ALLAH, please give me you mercy and help me.

*ambil gitar, smbil menangis menyanyikan lagu Ombak Rindu

thanks chibird for making it nice and sweet. 

Let's work hard people.

I put the initial of the brand, because I'm afraid the fans will hate me :(

If u're a Malaysian you know this.

Never tried this before, I know they have smaller version of burger but 

how can a human eat thiss... ?? :O

Tak boleh percaya jinx ni. Syirik. 

tapi tahukah anda, apabila saya mengaku, saya di jinx?

Makhluk yang dengar pengakuan tu, akan menghilang.

tapi kalau tak mengaku, makhluk tu will never know. ye dak? 

eeeeee.. tahlah

Assalamualaikum :)

oke I had one of the best weekends in my life. I went to Singapore with my darlings - 

Meia, Nasriah and Yuppie.

At first, it turned out the trip to Singapore was cancelled, however, after Meia's mom give the green light, suddenly the trip was hell yeah ON ! Thanks to Cik Som :)

There are loads of pictures to explain the excitement when we were there. Singapore was really awesome and beautiful. I wish the currency was not too expensive. However, for those who loves to travel, money isnt the big deal. I brought only $40 - RM 100 and it is enough for the fare, and foods-not included shopping.  No worries in losing your way while you are in Singapore, because there have many directories, maps and you can ask the locals there. The transportation is efficient and comfortable to ride on. And I must say, we had a hard time to find places to eat because of the shubhah, *cough-McDonalds there got bacon-cough*. So, for the Muslim you can find Halal food easily at Arab St. Thanks to Meia, Yuppie and Nas for the awesome, random weekend. We should go to other places. Pinky promise :)

this isn't fun anymore
sad with the entire things that had happened in my life.

nothing to be proud of... :(

nothing can i hold on to but Allah S.W.T

O, Allah, I knew I'm only looking for you when I was down.. help me Allah. Help me out from my own prison - duniawi, desires, lusts, and lagha. Dun let me go ashtray.Give me some peace and lend me some strength to fight. Help me to 'clean' the black dots that I'm pretty sure had blackens my hearts. Amin.

in one fine night, once upon a time, I was reading tweets in my TL. Then suddenly I saw one oppar tweeted this, oh let me paraphrase it. Something like, my course-mates are head over heels to get married and we are like so perasan. 

Ouch!

That was so offensive.

okay, firstly, yes. My course-mates have been talking about marriage since yeah Dena Bahrin's proposal event and she got married, and other young girls at our age, got married and we are like.." I WANT TO GET MARRIED!!! "

and everyday, there will be one or two persons usrah-ing about marriage. yeah whatever. but that's how I live.

However, I feel offended with this oppar's tweet because, ppl who read that will labeled me same as my other course-mate. I'm not saying, I dont want to get married, I dont want to settle down, or I've never talked about marriage. I DO. But, in this context somehow, this oppar was 'judging' us. 

And to my fellow friends too. I think we should limit how we felt about young marriage. It is not wrong to talk about it, but somehow when you're reaching at one level, me or other girls will 'get bored' or 'annoyed' with those tweets or status or statements or comments. I mean, we live not only for marriage. Let us think about how we should repay our parents, or repair our society, or upgrade ourselves. There are LOADS of thing that we could think of other than marriage. Dont make any changes in your life or the reason why you're doing something because of you want to get married. Let us repair our niat. You cannot be like Dena Bahrin or Fara Lee or anyone else who got married in young age. That are their lives, their parts. We will get ours when the time is right and maybe after we have done what we should. 

To be honest, I feel ashamed with this oppar's tweet because he seemed taking us lightly and make us look cheap. And to this oppar, I think if you want to make jokes, you should think twice. 

I'm sorry to those who felt angry after you read this post, but I just cant take it no more. I dont think double-meaning post will be effective anymore. Please dont hate me T_T

I guess the words "I'm not perfect for you" is just an excuse.

Perfect is a combination

And combination is "us"

I was thinking if you can spend some time with me tomorrow? We haven't seen for each other for like a month and to be honest I kinda miss you. I just wanna have my breakfast with you. I'm usually not taking breakfast, but for once it doesn't kill. And tomorrow I wanna take some pictures with you, because I forgot how you look like. And I wanna keep that picture. And tomorrow I wanna ask you to not give up on me, cause I like you more than I like Choi Minho. And if you want me to wait for you,

 I WILL dear.