I clicked the shut down button. 

Is it possible to turn it on back?

T_T 

after one day shut it down suddenly you dont feel anything already

heartless, emotionless, getting annoyed of crazy things.

I still wanna blame people around me that against what my heart wants. 

what if what they got, different from what I'll have? We're different person but why you mocking me with things that make it everything is hard.

at last, you are the one who got the smile, got to be different person 

me, I'm watching from far and smile or laugh if needed. 

at some point, it made me really furious with the fact that I already clicked the shut down button.

Now I have me, me , me and your story. 

unbearable.