short and precise-o my parents

July 24, 2012

I'm not tall and not even short. but reality always kills us anyway. I'm halfway-of-150cm-to-160cm tall. Just consider I'm on my way to get 160cm in my twenties which is impossible because female stop growing vertically on 20 years old unless you grow horizontally. But my height did not give me a precise how I look. I'm not cute, not petite not what you imagine. T_T but my mom's words can always give you everything that you can imagine. FAILURE

So, I was ssssssssoooooooo excited and make a fuss about Big Bang's concert in Malaysia *of course*. They're not my favourite Kpop band but they have very good songs and good in singing live not like other bands. Like you-know-who. I want to go. So I planned everything with shaza, iem, atin . I decided to buy like the cheapest ticket -RM98. Everything is under control and you-know-who-because-I've-mentioned-above will always be out of you control. Physically and mentally.

I'm not dissapointed or complaining how the-person-stated-above did not give the permission to go there. There will be always a reason why they do that to you. They are worried of me because I am like the pine-APPLE of their eyes. but sometimes the way they talk do not even make sense with your situation.
So my parents were shaking their head to the right and left since I was happily saying to them that I am soooo going to the concert. I was like," I'm going to the concert because I pay the cheapest ticket, I have tons of friends will join me and the oppars will see me from far". Short and precise,all-killed answer I got was "So No"

I was practically persuaded my kind-hearted mom again yesterday during watching Jejak Rasul *alhamdullilah*. She said "Hell No" this time. And I was like, "Okay fine. So when you will give me the permission to go to the concert huh?" Short and precise, all-killed answer "With your husband" 


YEAY
YEAY 
YEAY
YEAY

hye :)

July 19, 2012

hye. i'm in good mood :) hehe. ok bless me . AMIN.
since I have found my new love. I always smile even in my sleep. haha. oke, that's too much.
I cant wait for a new drama ''To The Beautiful You''. It' s a Korea version of Hana Kimi. 
Yess.. THAT Hana Kimi. 

actors and actress. yes the middle one is the actress. in case.


OMG YESS.. my baby Minho is the lead actor. a good looking hero is needed in a drama. no doubt.
ok ok ok ok bye :)

sbnrnye Hana Kimi jepun pun tak habis tgk lg. hoho, takpe skurang2nye tak tau ape ending dy. ececeh

silence

July 15, 2012


i didn't mean to change my blog to tumblr :3

guy looks very attractive

July 14, 2012

guy looks very attractive while he is fixing things
guy looks very attractive when he focuses on his work
guy looks very attractive when his fingers dancing on the piano bars
guy looks very attractive when he is playing games
guy looks very attractive when he carries DSLR
guy looks very attractive when he smiles because he don't
guy looks very attractive when he stays by her side
guy looks very attractive on his intelligence
guy looks very attractive he pats on a child's head
guy looks very attractive because he's a leader
guy looks very attractive when he looks into her eyes
guy looks very attractive in a suit
guy looks very attractive in his silence
guy looks very attractive even by his voice
guy looks very attractive when he licks his lips
guy looks very attractive when he is honest
guy looks very attractive with gadgets
guy looks very attractive when he's loyal
guy looks very attractive in lather jacket
guy looks very attractive he only says what he needs
guy looks very attractive with nice timing
guy looks very attractive with black hair
guy looks very attractive not raise his eyes on any girl
guy looks very attractive doing push up
guy looks very attractive when he sweats
guy looks very attractive when he cooks



haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................
this is not a korean guy. please I've got a life.

July 12, 2012

as expected music help me to go through this.

July 11, 2012

If internet dies. I don't know whom i'll be talk to. 
yeay~!


whatever bnyk2 kali

May 27, 2012

i've seen many damages that had been caused by the second thoughts.
Yup,for simple-minded person like me, i became menyampah with people that always had a second thoughts. 
Cmon dude, setakat nak ajak keluar pun lu ade second thoughts, please, i advice you to stop thinking.
You think that you are cautious, matured, thoughtful person, but seriously you annoyed me. 
I mean, because of your second thought I've became left behind as you said you need time. whatever. huh whatever. 
I'm not saying that being a simple-minded person is good, but sometimes, by having second thoughts you are giving someone hope and then after your brain are blending with facts that maybe could never happen, you just destroyedddd the hope.
damn.
As a friend. you are not always right and don't over think.

May 09, 2012

I cant like the post you liked
I cant comment the post you commented
I cant be whenever you were
I cant follow you on twitter
I cant see your name on my timeline

I can only see your facebook profile
I can only see your protected twitter profile
I can only see your status
I can only see your pictures

I hope you wont forget me
I hope you wont forget me 
I hope you wont forget me
I hope you wont forget me

Because that's how we connected... Hope I'll be able to do this until you're mine

April 30, 2012





WORLD
I'M HAVING MY BIGGEST BREAK DOWN
2012 ISN'T THE BEST YEAR.


I HOPE YOU CAN SHUT UR ASS UP FOR AWHILE. THANKS FOR YOUR COORPERATION

March 28, 2012

I clicked the shut down button. 
Is it possible to turn it on back?
T_T 
after one day shut it down suddenly you dont feel anything already
heartless, emotionless, getting annoyed of crazy things.
I still wanna blame people around me that against what my heart wants. 
what if what they got, different from what I'll have? We're different person but why you mocking me with things that make it everything is hard.
at last, you are the one who got the smile, got to be different person 
me, I'm watching from far and smile or laugh if needed. 
at some point, it made me really furious with the fact that I already clicked the shut down button.
Now I have me, me , me and your story. 
unbearable. 


shadows

March 21, 2012

I believe that in every part of us, we want to change. Me too. I realised that I'm going through several phases in my life. In the first ten years, I was someone who wanted to know about something new. In the next ten years, I wanted to know the meaning or reasons behind all what had happened. As I'm stepping for the another next ten years, I want to learn about how to appreciate what before me. Appreciating needs efforts and it is not easy. How can you appreciate the bad ones while we always appreciate the good ones? Doesn't make sense. But that is the one that I wanted to do in my future 20's. Things getting more serious, more fragile and crazier. 

I really hope I can find someone that appreciate what they had so, I can learn from them. Appreciation needs you to sincere with all you heart. Or maybe I should learn to be sincere first then to appreciate. but, but... I think as the process we will learn how to be sincere when we appreciate. I think. I just wanna be someone that live her life to the fullest and never regret anything that I made even though I made mistakes. You know how He arranged your life beautifully?  I just want to enjoy the journey and make the pain less. It is not easy I know but I think it is not that hard too. But you just can lessen the pain. I'm not talking about boys here, I'm just thinking what I've been doing in past 20 years. Make sense. Sometimes we just need to reflect back and take actions. Sit back and relax aren't good trends people. Pray for me. Pray for everyone that wanna make change and give people like us support and God will repay you back :)


FML

thing that can never be done

March 06, 2012

so, what if someone wants something that maybe differ from what ppl usually want? Normal but yet just different. Oh, I can say sometimes it makes other miserable. I really want him but, since he is different from the others- makes me think 100times. maybe more. I can accept everything about him but I just cant help it to think what he thinks about me.  So, I went to one of my friends and said, '' Maybe he cant be yours, but when you need him, he'll be there''. At first, I can say, it is really hard to absorb what she said, but hell yeah, the truth is there. Maybe I want to have him because I cant have him yet.. It is all about my desire, not my need. I did asked about maybe he wanted to have a girlfriend and he said, he'll be banned and spend less time for his friends. well said. that's it.. I remain single.

And he's all I think about now. Maybe because he's the one who really understands me but I ask more from him.  damn, why am I so immature? He'll always by my side but I want him to be mine. You can ask many ppl to be by your side but to make them yours, it's not easy. Lately, relationships I had are not stable as they were. I dont know why. maybe I'm thinking too much and imagine things that will not happening will happen. I just dont know. One question : why is it so hard to be with the one you love and care about?

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