inilah

July 29, 2011

hai.. dun know what to do. i'm completely bored + unhappy. with what? not sure though. its soo obvious that I'm not getting my pay tomorrow. boss said he will give on 2nd. MEANINGLESS. i want the money tomorrow so that I can treat my family SECRET RECIPE before puasa.aih~~ i need rm40 for something and the due is on 4th. I'm going crazy. haha.. suddenly i dun need a reason to work superhard tomorrow. and i'll not tolerate to work on SUNDAY. NEVER. tomorrow got kenduri arwah and sah2lah i cant go. because of WORK. big EFF there~. arghh..

out of sudden i'm dissapointed with my life now. YES. I'm not happy. something is missing. to face the fact that I have to get up at 6am *frankly 15 minutes before 7*,working at 7am, and back home at 6.30pm and busy busy busy util isya' and sleep at 9.30.EVERYDAY. do you see any other word like-cycling or jog or dating etc? mmg takde pe pon yang best. luckily sis at my workplace layan korea.at least we can still laugh by watching RUNNINGMAN. no point at all.

i'm not saying that i'm not grateful with my life now. you know having a job, understanding parents, superb boss and workmate.everything SUPERB.as I mentioned before SOMETHING IS MISSING. arghhh~~!!emo. this is only because THAT symptom  into me now. kill me now. or make me unconscious for a while. i just wanna have time for myself. that's all. that's all that I need. not mentioning about my LOVE LIFE. u will found nothing. and I have nothing to say for that. I just think  BOYS are too cruel. *okay. sorry. please understand me i'm not okay at this moment* I thought I dumped him but I realized he dumped me for a very loong time ago.no need or shed a tear because I SAID I DUMPED HIM. for the very first time in 4 years at this moment I'm certain that I'M SINGLE and AVAILABLE.
nuf said.

p/s : FACEBOOK ISN'T A SAFE PLACE

air mata kegembiraan

July 29, 2011

T.T

teaser OUT!!


aih~~aq gembira. tpi lagi gembira kalau ade comeback kat korea. sakit woo biler mendengar certain fans yg ckp mcm nih biler ade yg bergaduh. "ala, kdg2 fanwars ni tah2 keje fan2 yg group dy tak wat comeback'' eeww~~ murahnye tanggapan kau. cekik baru tau.. mcm status aq kat fb. sedawa ttup mulut tapi buntut kentut pulak. bunyik lagi. eergghh...

p/s : FACEBOOK ISN'T A SAFE PLACE. 

good for youu.. bhahahhaha

July 27, 2011

okay. stalking. haha.. i read HER BLOG- no need to mention who because i've mentioned her soo many times. 
so kesimpulan nye disini : YOU'RE THE BEST, AFIQAH.

haha.. i'm not proud of my self. berhidung tinggi di sana sini. but sometimes u'll be more appreciate ur existence in this whole big world. and today's scope more on the relationship between the human. i'll never touch on relationship with god because i'm not the one who judge it. no no no. 
since i've lost him. i feel bad. you know like you're sucks! you're good for nothing but.. thanks to HER post today,i fell like.. cmon.. you're JJANG!!! yes, in term of body, or face i might lose but in term of relationship i think i much better than her. bwahahahahah.. bergaduh sane sini and you brave enough for being cocky in the blog such a LOSER lah. 


dah lah. smile for today. anyway thanks to HER. for HIM- i've wasted my time for you. BYE2 FOREVER!!


I'M FREE GIRL!!!!!!

WAYS TO MAKE ME FALL FOR A SONG

July 24, 2011

1. the lyrics kenalah full of JIWA and logic. tak paham? I mean something yang tragis. Tapi lagu CINTA 3 SEGI tu melampau sgt.. -.-'' lyrics mestila berunsurkan kekecewaan, kne dump, curang ker, lonely,unrealistic hope ker. wahaha... BORINGGG...dan sesungguhnye lyrics2 dy MR BRUNO MARS unacceptable.but his songs NOT BAD.

2. if possible piano-based song or guitar. 

3. chorus part yang sangat MENUSUK JIWA. when the chorus part play, u definitely cry in 5 seconds. if not. YOU HEARTLESS DUDE. HEARTLESS

4. got something to ponder. yeap. memories for the song really helps.

5. husky voice. sweet voice.

IGNORE THIS PLEASE

July 17, 2011

paham ker tak paham...??
cm nih, mmg hukum alam perkataan FUCK tuh mmg tak elok.berdosa plak tuh. sbb dy masuk dlm kategori mencarut. oh.. aq sbnrnye tak byase mencarut2 nih. ahha... sejak masuk asasi TESL lah, aq bru tau fuck nih ape sbnrnye. start dlm sem2 mcm tuh,. sume ckp fuck. aq pun curious,di satu mlm yg dingin lepas aq dinner, pegi lah gune BESTA tuk mencari maksud.okeyh fine, sia2 jek aq beli BESTA kalau nk carik mksud FUCK jek.. ahh, FUCK betul umo 18 tahun baru nk crik mksd mende tuh. adeh. pastuh biler aq tau maksud perkataan tuh, ahh~~ sumpah perkataan tuh BUSUK lah. tak elok lgsung utk dipraktikkan. mula2 byase2 jek,, tp biler hidup di asasi sane jauh dri keluarge penuh pancaroba disamping perangai manusia yang tak sumenye bersikap seperti manusia bertambah dgn masalah keuwangan yang agak kritikal... aq slalu lah mendengar kawan2 yg merintih dan menjerit menggunakan perkataan itu. oh yeah.. ALAH BISA TEGAL BIASA. aq pun terikut. and for the first time aq ckp FUCK. cik meia dgn uad oppa sgt tak puas hati. gundah gulana hati beta. sbb mereka boleh mengapa tidak saya? ahhaha... mereka kata, saya tak sesuai berkata begitu,.ok fine, aq ckp F jelah. supan sikit. tp hukum ttp same okeh. biler hari smkin berlalu dan diri menjdi lebih dewasa and practically kubur pun sudah kata mari-aq kinda suka perkataan. jgn slh paham bukan base on the real meaning its just fuck itu, its something that BIG. TOO HOT TOO RESIST. kalau tak knp dak2 kat tmblr menggunakan  'fuckyeah' for dedicate the tmblr for someone or something. make sense tak? takkan? tapi aq percaya, tiada yg blh describe something that well unless perkataan ini. too bad perkataan ini sgt teruk maksudnye. akhir kata-jagan sekali2 terlibat daln kancah ini. susahhh weii suasaaaaahhhh.

kalau jiwe kacauuu

July 13, 2011


read this.
sambil2 tu blh travel.
I like the plot and disusun dgn baik. 
she divided into 3 parts and each part has the significance and the number 3 itself.


ruined.

July 07, 2011

okay. the story began when my friends were talking about UPU result. fuck. I'm not happy with the news. because its my future and ............i dun know. you know, when I think about my future @ life @ after life,, no excitement will appear. I cant predict my future since I always love this quote...


what should i do... i'm freaking nervous and afraid of that day. but i'm okay until my mom ask me.. 

MAMA : eh, kak.. result upu kuar nextweek an?
AKU : mne mama tau..?
MAMA : td cg ___ bg tau... _____ bg tau dy.. oh, ank dy mintak UTM gak mcm kau.. tapi math lah..

AKU : alah, baru nk rahsia.
MAMA : hah??
AKU : erm?? tak saba rasanya.
*ni namanye conversation berdarahhhhh

okay. cmon. dun tell ur mom everything lah.. see, u ruined my plan!!! at least if I can be prepared in any possibilities. huh... I'M SIGHING SO HARD RITE NOW!!! I BLAME YOU!!!!!!!!



bile

July 03, 2011

bile aq dah lama tak blogging
bile aq baru balik dri jumpe kawan2..
bile hati mcm kne carik2
bile sume bende kat rumah buat hal
bile aq tak dpt terima hakikat yang besok kerja
bile sume isi rumah dah tido
bile APA PUN TAK BOLEYH.
chaw..

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