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Make-up For You 24 Pcs Professional Cosmetic Makeup Brush Set Beige With Pouch Bag from Lazada

January 21, 2016


So recently I got my package from @lazada_my. I'm so excited because this brushes totally like beyond my expectation! This is my 2nd products out of 4 (because another two still find their ways to my home) that I bought from @lazada_my . This only costs me RM 42 with free postage *goyang-goyang kaki*

To be honest I expected this brushes are awesome. I tried it and I think it helps to blend the product well. The brushes were smooth and soft. I bought a Sephora's brush and these brushes just at the same level as it. Well, why need to pay more when you have a cheaper options? For a newbie like me, I think it was worth first investment for you guys! Grab yours at @lazada_my now! So that's the story of#MYEffortlessShopping

P/s: I just ordered a set of powder blush foundation contour makeup brush set above. I JUST DID! 

clobebel

POSITIVE MIND, HEALTHY LIFE

January 20, 2016

Assalamualaikum and hye everybody! Happy New Year semua... Alhamdulillah got to see the world in the year of 2016 :) 2015 was not my favourite year but I learnt a lot. So, as for the starter, I want to say that I'm so happy because lots of people I met told me that I'm positive-ier than I was before. For me, that's very dear compliment and I felt so sexy about it somehow haha. 

I'm here not to brag but I actually did some changes in my life. Means my life is dynamic and not just 'jumud' at the place I was at. Therefore, this post is dedicated to my positive-ier self. I just want to talk about it so that in the future, whenever I feel down and negative, I can always refer to this post again. I think it might be a good reference too. Here are the steps of leading a positive mind. 

1. Forgive yourself and others. 
I only realize the power of forgiveness when I just reflect back things that I've done to shape my positive mind. *cewah* When I looked back, I did forgive a lot of people and myself sendiri no matter how big or small the mistakes were. Or, at least I try to forgive them. The thing about it is, when you forgive yourself and other people, it's easier for you to actually move on with things that membelenggu your life. Honestly, I dont know how can I sleep so soundly before this by being so revengeful and mad creature. It might take the whole life to learn to forgive many levels of mistakes but it will just make you a better person and I think that's a great reward that you could give to yourself. So, HOW? HOW TO START? Easier said than done. But it's not possible *wink wink* Whenever you feel mad and so benci to other people, you can just say, "Takpelah. maybe aku pun ada salah jugak...." You know, you put some of the blame to yourself so that your anger can be lessen because you're so ashamed of what you have done. The rationale is you never know what you have done to them that makes them acted that way. Maybe it's because how we behaved in the past or maybe they 're just having a bad day. Well, you might SUFFER for awhile but after a little bit of practicing. you'll be okay :) 


Well, WHY NOT APOLOGIZING? Okay, this is my biggest flaw ever. I have this GIGANTIC EGO, so it's hard for me to say I'm sorry (on BIGGER THINGS), because I'm just not designed to be one. ahahahahahhahaha.. but I'm learning to do it. So, wish me luck people i love you. Lol. 

2. Stay away from negativity
Okay, this is basically what positive people like me *ahaks* did to make sure our life is in peace. You need to stay away form everything that gives you negativity, anger, annoyance, hatred and immoral. Including, people, habits, what you read and story that you heard. I WANT TO STRESS THAT YOU JUST NEED TO STAY AWAY BUT NOT TO THE EXTEND OF HATING AND SHUTTING PEOPLE OUT. I learned hard from my own mistakes. Shutting people down apatah lagi hating people are not going to solve your problem. You just menambahkan lagi masalah and awkwardness in your life. I pun dah start 'kawan' balik with people that I shutted them up and thankfully I masih diterima :') So, when I said you need to stay away, it means you AVOID, BUAT BODOH or LET IT GO.. ahaha Like this thing will literally mencabar because you need 100% of self-control. So that the other party tak terasa sgt. HAHA It was so damn hard, but anyway it refers back to the point no 1, and when you can do No 1, you're good to go to stay away from negativity. 

P/s: Jika anda kurangkan berpeleseran di media sosial, it will help you a lot. Because there are so many negativity and sometimes it might disappoint you.

3. Get a hobby 
So, how to kurangkan untuk berpeleseran di media sosial? Well, u need to have a hobby! Haha bingo! So these days, I really like to read, do my own makeup, and watching makeup tutorials. These are enough to fill my free time rather than being online and see how people being so annoying in the social media. Not to further explained that, but hobbies are good distraction for you. Just find anything that you like and jangan paksa yourself to do things that you dont like because each and everyone of us have different hobbies. Hence, if you think you have a weird hobby, it's okay man. We have different DNAs punnn. But but but, I dont think online is a hobby. Because, it's like a normal thing that people will do nowadays. So yeah. Haha.. If you have hobby that you can do to earn your own income, that's better. 

4. Bragging is a No. 
Selepas mengharungi onak dan duri untuk menjadi positif, kalau you got the result mcm you can feel it that you have this positive mind, do not brag and say it to other people that you are a positive person. You actually will realize how positive you're when people said things like, "Kau ni positif lah", " Dah matanglah kau sekarang".. Hahahaha well, I JUST DID BRAG. But the purpose of me writing this post is not to brag sayang sayang, but I want to tell my experience (?) well, I dont think ppl read my blog anyway heh. So, yeah just keep it to yourself. Kalau tak tahan sangat, you can always standing in front of the mirror and tell your own self about it. That might help you to lessen the kekepohan mulut you daripada bragging. Nanti daripada nak having a positive mind nnt you jadi a freak that suka berlagak and takabbur pulak. Astaghfirullahalazim... 

It does not necessarily my cara untuk jadi positive works on you too. We might approach it differently but at the end of the day, what we really want is to be positive and having a healthy life inshaaALLAH <3


clobijak

Sambung master

January 03, 2016

Assalamualaikum. Amboi bersawang betul blog ni haha. I've been busy catching up life especially after officially became a postgrad student. My business pun tak jalan. First and foremost, Alhamdulillah for my graduation last October and everything that I've blessed with last year. I hope 2016 will be better than last year *cliche*. 

Alright, other than soalan "Kau nak kawen bila?", I got this question a lot : "Best tak sambung master?" Okay to be really honest, tak best pun. Bukan ape pun, lonely okay sambung master ni. T.T
Disebabkan kelas I campur dengan budak part-time so it's really hard for me to mingle with them. Sebab their commitment is not 100% on campus. My classmates pun ramai dah jadi bapak orang, bini orang, ada yang baru je jadi datuk... So, nampak tak? macam mana nak ajak makan malam2 kat mapley kalau macam ni? Oleh itu, kawan I mmg berubah each class and basically I close with full time student jugak. In this post, I want to share some of things you need to consider before you decide to pursue your study in postgrad.

1. Nak pilih mode ape? Research lagi senang kan?
Okay. Soalan ni memang popular and ramai yang confuse. This is my WARNING, CHOOSE YOUR MODE BETUL2. In UTM, especially in my fakulti (Fakulti Pendidikan), we have three mode of study which are: TAUGHT COURSE, MIX MODE and RESEARCH. 

TAUGHT COURSE.
Okay guys, taught course ni kerjanya memang kene masuk kelas, buat assignment, presentations etc. Pretty much like your degree years dulu senang cerita. Sebagai contoh, sepanjang tahun pengajian you need to complete 45 credit hours *depends on your program*. Dia adalah jumlah jumlah subjek yang kene ambil before you can graduate. Contohnya, like me, I need to take 3 core subjects, 4 electives, 2 uni's subjects and 2 faculty's subjects and dissertation. Oh, btw, kalau kat UTM ni, peringkat master kita tak panggil thesis ye awok awok, kita panggil di Dissertation. So, it depends on you nak susun ur jadual macam mana. Boleh pilih ikut your time, bila you bangun tido. Haha true tho. Advantage of this mode, in shaa Allah dan kebiasaanya you boleh  habiskan you punya study on time depending on how fast you want to end your study. Disadvantage pulak, kau kene datang kelas lah. For full time student, maybe takde masalah because your commitment is 100% on your study, but part-time student ni perit sikitlah. Nanti kita borak2 pasal ni. Kalau kat UTM ni, Dissertation utk taught course TAKDE PROPOSAL PRESENTATION AND VIVA HOIIII. HEAVEN.

MIX MODE
Mix mode ni gabungan dua mode lah, taught course and research. Maksudnya, you have to attend classes and do the research. Sebelum ni, I mmg pelajar untuk this mode, tapi dah tukar mode jadi TAUGHT COURSE hahaha Okay untuk mix mode ni, ur credit hour untuk kelas is basically half of taught course and dissertation. Kalau kat UTM ni, you just need to take core subjects, uni's and faculty's electives. In my opinion, untuk amik mix mode ni, you need to have prior knowledge since nanti kene buat dissertation. Eh, habis kalau amik taught course tak perlu prior knowlege lah? Haah pretty much like that sebab you'll attend many classes which will provide you with a lot of input. Kalau mix mode ni, you'll just attend core subject and basically theory class yang biasanya susah for you guys nak cari which scope for your dissertation nanti. Believe me, kadang2 habis 1 semester pun you tak tau nak buat ape kalau takde prior knowledge. So dah rugi masa kat situ. Mestilah nak habiskan master cepat2, yuran bukan murah hoi. Advantage mode ni, kelas tak banyak lah and dissertation tu you can do it on your pace along with the guidance of your sv lah kan. the disadvantage, maybe you need to prolong your study time because you knowww you ada research tau. You need to present your proposal and ada viva hockay. Pasal research ni kita discuss kejap lagi. Oh, I think mode ni sesuai jugak untuk part time student. Sebab kelas tak banyak so takde lah beban sangat. 

RESEARCH
Untuk research, you really need to be bold kalau amik this mode. Eh dont get me wrong because I heard that buat research ni mmg lonely gila. haha yelah you dont need to take classes, so takdelah kawan sangat. Kalau kat UTM ni, memang you dont have to attend class tapi setiap bulan ada 3 sessions for your research methodology class. BELIEVE ME, I have attended those classes, not fun for people yang memang have zero knowledge research methodology. You actually kene start on something baru you tahu what you gonna ask later in those sessions. And biasa kelas ni akan gabung sekali with PHD students. Okay macam mix mode, you have to present your proposal with external panel and then viva jugak with external panel. Advantage untuk mode ni, you can get duit because of research grant and doing work on your own pace. Tak terikat with date sangat. Disadvantage pulak, well, kebanyakan student research biasanya tak habis on time. at least 4 sems jugak while other people can finish it at 3 sem. Untuk orang yang nak dapatkan master dengan kadar yang segera, this mode is definitely not for you. 

So, biasanya kalau mode mix mode and research ni, orang susahhhhh nak grad on time because you're basically dealing with people *read: examiners, panel, supervisors* Well, kalau you're postrgad student, people will expect more and takkan you nak bagi seciput je. I have friends dah habiskan one year which is two semesters with research mode and then tukar to taught course sebab kerja tak jalan-jalan. Ada juga yang up till now tak grad-grad sebab SV busy, examiners tak lepas, VIVA tak lepas bla bla. I'm not saying that research or mix mode ni tak bagus, no, it would be good for you bila nak amik PHD nanti. It depends on your goal and your minat.. So, if you decide to take research for example, you dont have to worry. Janji rajin baca 30-50 artikel/journal per day, you can learn a lot actually. It'll really help you doing your research. 

2. Part time? Full Time?
Okay, issue pasal part time dengan full time ni pun masalah jugak. I'm full time student, so basically I mmg tinggal kat kolej and pergi kelas dengan jayanya. Tapi kalau part time ni biasanya orang yang dah ada kerja but they want to study at the same time. 85% of my classmates are part time student. Memang I sekelas dengan cikgu-cikgu, pegawai PPD, nazir sume. 

As full time student, apa masalah yang korang akan hadapi? Meh I list kan..
- Financial : kalau kau bukan anak menteri, memang kau sesak lah. Boleh je nak buat part time job tapi kene pandai2 lah especially yang amik taught course. 
- Assignment : Ha, pasal assignment ni mmg kontroversi sikit. Especially kalau you kene buat assignment dengan budak part time. Weh, from my experience you need to have a lot of patience and try to be understanding even if you're not.  Dorang ni biasanya akan banyak alasan sikit. Susah nak siap kerja on time sebab they've commitment yang lain. But, they're good for you because they could provide you with their experience. 
- Expectation : Biasanya orang expect lebih sikit kat budak full time ni, sebab dorang pikir kita ni 24 jam study je. Lol. Yelah budak part time kan ada kerja, so untuk full time student ni kita takde kerja so study jelah kat library sana. Haha hoi budak part time, we got life too okay?

As part time student, apa masalah yang you guys kene hadap pulak?
- Time: TIME TIME TIME, MASA MASA MASA memang masalah you guys no 1. Nak kene kerja, siapkan assignement, kalau ada family lain pulak, mana nak kene datang kelas sume. As for me, if you dah decide nak sambung belajar, you need to be prepared betul2 lah. dah kene tahu time management sikit. It's important supaya tak susah kan yourselves and other people. Please. 
-Assignment : aka quality of work. since you have a lot of commitments, you tend to buat kerja cincai2. lepas tu banyak budak part time attendance memang teruk sikit.

Looks like macam I bash budak part time kan? tapi actually if you;re full time student pun, kalau you tak tau nak manage masa, you guys pun boleh menyusahkan diri sendiri and orang lain.I ada je kawan spent most of time with other things, dia full time student jugak, Hm kerja pun so-so je. not good not good.

Ehem. So itu jela yang basic things you need to know. It depends on your priority and universiti jugak. As for me, postgrad ni mmg lah tak best, tapi daripada segi learning, it's far better than your degree years because I can see my own effort tau. Postgrad ni tak spoonfed sangat so it'll be good for your development. Seriously. Apa-apa pun, no matter where you decide nak smbung ur study, dalam negara ke overseas ke, tak kisahlah, yang penting effort kene ada. Just remember your parents, you'll be fine kalau you stumble in the middle of your study. Good luck for you guys and for me too. xoxo

I do

September 17, 2015

Look at this picture. I looked truly happy.


I am. Don't go. 

Happy First Working Anniversary, Marshmallow!

August 05, 2015


Last year, on this beautiful day, was your first day stepping into your career as an engineer in YTL. Even though you have been transferred to the different place but then I think today is the special day to celebrate. While others are struggling getting jobs *including me*, you must be thankful because your journey was very smooth and easy compared to others. Anyway, Happy  First Working Anniversary for you yayang! Congratulations for all that you've achieved and hope you can contribute more to your parents, family, company, religion and nations. It might sound so superlative but dear, it is not impossible. I am very proud of you because I could see that you are enjoying your job because you know we will do better when we are happy on what we do. Stay cool, make your parents proud and may Allah counted all your effort as Ibadah in shaa Allah. Congratulations again! :)

My life without Twitter

August 04, 2015

In the last Ramadhan, I decided to deactivate my twitter account for good. Honestly it was not because of being a better person just because it was the holy month but I just cant stand it anymore. Before this, there were couple of trials of deactivating my Twitter account because of the same reason. Oh god, I cant put my feelings into words since I have mixed feelings whenever I scrolled the timeline. There were series of accidents and thousands reasons why I think it was the best for me to stop tweeting. So, let me keep all the series because it would take more than 10 seasons to finish it. 


How's my life going without twitter account? I must say, LAME, but in a very good way. Well, I might be the last person on earth knowing trending news, jokes or issues that speculated in Twitter but tell you what, sometimes ignorance is a bliss. I think my life is simpler and I became more positive day by day since I dont need to handle shits in Twitter. I think when I was in Twitter, I became a pain in someone's arse by being a  jerks saying negative about people, judging people's tweets and wasting my time reading shits in Twitter. Well, not all of the time I got or found shits, but I usually get that. I guess, it was all my fault because it reflected me how I received and interpreted on things I read in Twitter. I took all the blame guys, but heyyyyyy everything's safe and sound now.

I did miss my Twitter tbh. It's just, I think I'm already old to act like I was. It was a good decision I made to shut down my Twitter and I knew it's for the best. I just want a simple and positive life and no doubt I'm on my way ;)

Contact Lens

August 04, 2015

Hey... I'm freaking out right now because tomorrow I decided to get a pair of contact lens. I never tried to put it in. I did a little bit of research of how to put in, take out, the care and bunch of stufffs. And I know it ain't that easy man. So, I found an optical shop that sell a quite cheap contact lens for my eyes. It's like only RM22 for the clear ones. It's pretty cheap you know since the last time I surveyed was RM 30. Plus, the optometrist is so kindly offered me to teach me how to put in the contacts.  So, literally the price has given me a fiery motivation to start it now! It's probably one of the best favours I got for this year gotta tell ya!

It has been two years since I put 'using contact lens' in my new year's resolutions and never got ticked because I'm a little chicken. It got really hard when I started to wear wideshawls instead of tudung bawal to cover up. Tell ya whattttt~ I never felt so confident wearing shawls with the glasses on. As a result, I rather being a blind girl in functions like dinner without my glasses on just to look perfect with my #ootd. leuls. Since I will be graduated in October in shaa Allah, I think I might have plenty of time to practice to put on the contacts. Therefore, I just decided, tomorrow (4 Aug 2015) will be the day that I first wearing my contact lens. Wish me luck! Finger crossed~

Distant Shores

July 10, 2015

"I dream about leaving him. Living alone."
"And in those dreams you're happy and independent and free. When you wake up, you're lonely and lost again."
"Yes."
Meghann leaned toward her."Look, Birdie, women come into my office everyday, saying they're not happy. I write down the words that will tear their families apart and break a lot of hearts. And you know what? Most of them end up wishing they'd tried harder, loved better. They end up trading their homes, their sayings, their lifestyle, for nine-to-five jobs and a stack of bills, while hubby-dearest waits ten seconds, then marries the salad-bar girl at Hooters. So, here's a million dollars worth of advice from your best friend and divorce attorney: If you're empty it;s not Jack's fault, or even his problem, and leaving him won't solve it. It's your job to make Elizabeth Shore happy."
"I don't know how to do that anymore"

Late night thoughts

July 10, 2015

Late night thoughts. I hate it so much. I know I am over thinking and just so insecure about petty things. He's been very busy lately. Hence, he spent less time with me. I know, I should be supportive and understanding about his workload and everything but sometimes, I just couldnt. I couldnt help myself for thinking he's started to hate me. If this isnt the truth, what if it is? We are barely see each other, and now he's behaving like this. It's enough to shaken up my optimism. Maybe I am not ready for this. To face the reality that things dont always be rainbows and butterflies.

I know he must be really upset reading this post, but dear I hope you would understand me. It has been few weeks. I just want you to know, I'm not that strong. I know he would say, why would me be the one who understands you and you're not even try to understand me? Well, I have no answer for that!  It's hurt and I want you to know that. I dont like this. I dont like you being busy. I dont. I never liked it. I'm sorry for putting you in a harsh position, seeking money just to marry me. And if you ask me, I never asked for that! I've got family to take care of, a mother should be obliged to. So, I cant help it. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for all the demands. I told you to give up, but to be honest I cant  bear losing you. But I dont want to torture a soul that I love.

so you know why I have a hard time sleeping at night and why I hate late night thoughts.

I dont care about it anymore

July 01, 2015

Have you ever felt like the things that you really really really want, and you cannot have it.
Now, you just dont care about it anymore.

Have you?

Active

June 17, 2015

Gotta be honest here, I think I'm going to be very active blogging again. I think by blogging people dont judge because that's what blogs are made for. There's no one's gonna read my blog anyway. Therefore, it is one of the privileges to write without need to concern the lame-ity of the content of my blog.

Yesterday marked the last day of examination paper for my undergraduate years. To be true, I'm so thankful because the-long-hellish-years almost end. I just need to finish presentation for my final year project and then, I'm done with it! But the most interesting part is, what I'm gonna do in the future?

My Plan A: I want hiatus till Syawal and pursue my Master in September while I'm working as replacement teacher. Then, I wait for the postings and work as a teacher till I got my Master. Then, I pursue my PhD and  be a lecturer and live happily ever after. Gotta say, that's the safest road that I can take for myself. My dangerous Plan B is.... yeah haven't figure out it yet. The only thing I'm sure, I want to expand my business because I started to like it.

I really pray to Allah to ease my next undertakings in life. I dont want it to be ordinary because I want it to be wonderful. In shaa Allah,if there's a will, there's a way.

People you dont keep.

June 14, 2015

I dont know why I am so concerned about these two annoying people during my crucial period. God, I'm so busy with the deadlines, final exam and viva presentations since I will graduate soon, yet these two people have plenty of time running around me and make me sick about them. 

Everybody makes mistakes, so do I. Cant deny how I hate people who only do their best in criticizing  people rather than improving themselves to be a better person. Well, I'm not better than you, but at least I dont spread hatred around. If I hate, I do it alone. If you think making people feel absurd and irritating is the best revenge you could give to, I bet you definitely never knew the sweetness of forgiving, letting things go and move on. This kind of people are the best to be avoided as soon as possible. 

On the brightest side, I just cant wait to graduate and forget all the childish play of yours. I hope that you two would never do anything stupid like this to other people. 


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